Oh, it's nothing..really

I need you to look at me in the eye and tell me that everything is going to be alright, that I have nothing to be afraid of, that you'll love me forever with all your life..I become greedy and selfish when it comes to you. You know that I love you, I always have. You know that leaving me would only make me more miserable, you know that you're the only person I trust, you do know that only the thought of you leaving me, scared me to death. I'm not perfect, I make a lot of mistake, I know I should learn from my mistakes..I know I'm not a great girlfriend, but I can try to be one..you know...I can try...to be perfect, for you..I have nothing to be proud of, one thing I can be sure of, I have this huge heart, full of you that I can be proud of...You used to be this sweet guy, who everyone love, that guy who everyone adores, that guy who I can always count on... Society does change you, remember how we used to fool around, laugh at the most random things, you used to be sooooooo nice.. I have no idea what got into you, is it only me, or its you who choose to change, act all grown up..If only I have the change to be exactly like what you want me to...fuckkk I was about to write something about us, but then this song pops out..wait lemme sing it for you "what can u do when you're good isn't good enough, and all that you touch tomble down..cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,I just wanna fix it somehow..but how many times will it takes, how many times will it takes for me to get it right....." remember how I used to sing for you, with my fugly voice...LOOOL

We were so young back then, we were 14! HA! Sometimes I do want to kill you, after all the pain you made, but then, I want you to go wild and be free, and find who you really are... You know me, I can never talk to someone who hurt my feeling, but when it comes to you..its just..different..I am one messed up bitch..still do get butterflies when I see you..By the way, have you ever feel left behind, feeling unwanted, ashamed, like no one wants you...people ignore you, people telling you, that you're not beautiful enough, well.. let me tell you this my dear, you're the only person who can make me feel beautiful everyday...even though I know sometimes..well sometimes..you're ashamed of me..lol shit happens, right? you told me that, no matter how many times we get in a fight, we can always make it through together... You know I will always got your back..with or without you knowing about it...I remember you telling me that you'll always be watching me..well guess what..now its my turn, to watch after you babe..