Looking at the white blank page for months, wondering where to start, and what to write. It's because this feelings I have, I just can't put it down in words, I have never felt this way before, this is crazy. I honestly don't know what I did that I deserve this guy. I remember every single detail about us, everything. The day we first meet, oh man.. that was perfect, one of the best day I had since I met him.
Perfect blue sky, covered with white, soft clouds, with a hot chocolate in my hand, I can never forget that day. Two days before christmas, where I run around the house with my sweatpants.. it was on Thursday, I believe. I get a call from Janel, telling me to dress up, and get ready.. when all I wanted to do is watch some movies with my baby, Nero, he's a toy poodle, old but cute. I told her I made plans, but she knew me too well, after 15 minutes, she showed up in my front yard. I know her since we were in collage, we live together, well technically she live with me. She's the queen of every club, she loves to party, yet she is a very smart lady. It's kind of hard to find a friend like her, we share a lot of things, I even share my ex boyfriend with her, but that doesn't even matter anymore, they broke up too. My ex ruined my life, not exactly...but he changed me, not in a good way, more in the negative way. I hated him, so I don't even care anymore, we're still friends, my ex and I.. so then I introduce him to Janel. Janel is the bomb! thats what my friends and I call her when we were in college though. Everbody love her, cause she have the perfect body and boobs, so yea..she's a player too, not a bitch but more like a player. Ok... back to the first day my future husband and I meet. So Janel pops up, with of course her 458 spider. She already dressed up, looking clean and sexy as always.
"Why aren't you dressing up?the party starts in 2 hours..God Joy!"
"I don't feel like going anywhere, I made plans with Nero.."
"Nero will definitely fell asleep while watching your sad romantic movies, you watch The Notebook and One Day every the end of the month, even Nero had enough...come with me, please..."
"Who will look out for him if we go out?? I'm not leaving Nero alone..."
"Seriously??stop making excuses..get your ass up there and get ready!now!"
"Fineee.. but it will take me 2 and a half hour to get ready, cause I don't know what to wear, haven't figure it out yet."
"OHMYGOD!! get in the shower, I'll choose the dress...I'm not gonna leave you sitting here all day watching another pathetic movies."
Making my way to the car, Janel thinks we were too pretty to drive, so we ask our long term drive, Chris to drive us to the party. I look at the time, it's only 18:30 then I ask her where are we going, she wouldn't tell me, one thing for sure we were not going to club.
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